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[Aug. 3rd, 2008|08:04 pm] |
I have a weird question; are any of my entries on ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) zeldyn showing up to my friendslist over there? I just realized that I haven't had a single comment on anything other than my friendslock post and I just thought that was a little odd. If there's a problem I'd like to fix it, but it's cool if I'm just boring otherwise XD
Cheers,
!Z |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2008|10:25 pm] |
zeldyn is up, please go add kthx.
Might make a few residual posts here until everything's done, but yeah. Need to retire this name and move onto my real one. |
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[Jun. 1st, 2008|12:59 pm] |
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Violin is hard. D: I should have known that, right? |
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[May. 25th, 2008|10:43 pm] |
My boy is 21 today, hooray!
Happy birthday love ^_^ |
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[May. 13th, 2008|02:37 pm] |
Got woken up from a phone call from my Mom this morning, and got to talk to her for a while. She sounded good, albiet a little drugged up. She was talking about how she was going to be placed in a rehab facility soon, and then after that would be able to go home. Then, I found out a few hours later, that they had moved her back into ICU and the cardiologist had called Jeff. For the first time, they spoke to us plainly; that she was not expected to live for very long, and the only reason she is alive now is because she is so young. She is not a candidate for a transplant, because of her obesity, and her heart will never get better.
So, either my mom is delusional and thought she was getting better, or some evil fucking diety is playing mind games on me. Everytime I get even the smallest glimmer of hope, it's snatched away leaving me more angry and depressed than I was before.
I feel like a horrible person for thinking this, but I kind of just wish this was over. For Mom's sake, as well as mine. |
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[May. 7th, 2008|09:37 pm] |
This was going to be a big post about how my life sucks and I want to change it, but I'm just going to go ahead and change it and try not to whine about it. K?
K. |
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[May. 4th, 2008|04:00 am] |
My monitor is dead >>;
*sigh* |
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[Apr. 28th, 2008|10:06 pm] |
OMG Metal Gear Online Beta, if I loved you any more I'd be spitting out your egg babies right now.
*cough* Anyways...
( Art Update, some NSFW-ish )
And gogoangelgunboy, your commission is like a millisecond away from being finished sorry its taking so long. I'm kinda behind on everyone's stuff because of the stuff with my mom, but I'm getting them done as soon as I can.
Also, did you see the totally awesome pictures of Aura that San and Mitch drew? Cause yeah ;____; |
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[Apr. 22nd, 2008|05:55 pm] |
MOM GOT OUT OF THE ICU TODAY!!! <3 <3 <3
thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou |
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[Apr. 20th, 2008|03:25 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | family, health, news | ] |
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In times of hardship, I prescribe fanart/fanfiction and Katamari Damacy. Trust me.
Mom is pulling through. She's septic but has already been through the worst of it and her kidneys are working well. When I was with her, her pulse and blood pressure remained stable. She was up the first night coughing, which was very painful as they had to break one of her ribs for the surgery. But she's doing okay. I had confidence that she is going to make it. And she has hope and faith, which is the most important part.
That said, Barnes is a damn maze. Huge, but at least it has a good cafeteria. No cell phone reception in the whole place since its a huge concrete fort, but things went well there. Thomas's family has been extremely supportive, which is good because my eldest brother hasn't been. But that's not really something that I care too much about at the moment.
First thing mom said to me yesterday morning when I saw her? "...Pink Hair? You never cease to amaze me..."
She still has her sense of humor, which is the best sign I could ask for. I snuck her in a soda; we're such troublemakers.
Thank you to everyone for your kind thoughts and words. San is currently stealing the sea so I can give it to my Mom; she's never seen it and desperately wants to. So I'm going to bring it to her, with the help of my friends.
I'm currently home, so that I can help the store tomorrow with inventory. Everyone's stressed out about it and I know that by being there I can help, and it was what mom wanted. I'll go back up later this week and hopefully have a place to stay other than the waiting room. If I don't, I don't. What the hell; they have a vending machine and recliners and showers, I can make do ^^ |
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[Apr. 18th, 2008|11:08 am] |
Got woke up by an earthquake for the first time today; at about 4:30 in the morning. Weird. Let's just hope the Madrid isn't deciding to finally rock and roll again; I'm pretty fond of St. Louis.
Good news! Mom's surgery went super good. Took half the time it normally does and she's doing really well. I've been talking to her everyday and am going to stay with her after she goes home to help out a few days. I can't express how happy I am. |
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[Apr. 7th, 2008|03:59 am] |
Yes, yes I am that awesome. And no, you can't have 'em!
( One more... )
Modded Demonia Boxers; I can has Monster Shoeses!? |
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[Apr. 1st, 2008|09:12 am] |
I totally just sneezed with my stylus in my mouth and shot it across the room. Score!
I got my prints in last week, btw; not that I think anyone really cares, but this is the first time I've seen my work printed before. It's kind of surreal. I see it and go, "wait, I drew all that?" Not as in I can't believe I drew it, but as in I actually HAVE been doing something for the last few years of my life. I've been accomplishing something.
And that is awesome.
( Here, have a pic... ) |
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[Mar. 27th, 2008|11:42 pm] |
And finally, my muse stops hiding. I feel so relieved and inspired and free now, so expect more lovelies. Z is back and better than ever.
( Two more and this in BnW... )
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